Then you can cut this budget crap and wait for some days. I assume you might have some directional view on the market along with strategy since you have taken a monthly expiry.
However something doesn’t add up, you said you are beginner then why long options? It is very risky and slowly bleeds out your money if your directional view on markets is wrong. Rule of thumb for F&O says Intraday --> weekly expiry --> monthly expiry, this should be your trading path. We should only move to next level only if we mastered the previous for a better grip on options trading.