I am writing this post to because I need to tell someone and release my shock and frustration
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I have lost 90k in one day and I just can’t get over that fact. I know I am to blame only as I didn’t exit despite seeing I am making loss because of hope of price rebounding.
I do intraday scalping and most days I don’t buy more than 2 or 5 lots. Usually, I make little profits. Sometimes, I take 15 lots too.
For past one month, I noticed that in Sensex, there is usually a sudden drop in Options in the second half and then the price of the options rebounds. Now, I felt it might be because of the “institutions”. Last few weeks, it happened quite often that I saw Call/Put option prices to fall, and I bought because I knew prices would rise again based on the OI resistance and support.
Then I saw prices fell more and when I used to be thinking of exiting, prices rebounded and I made profits. I used to exit the trade the moment I get some profit and later used to regret that why I didn’t stay longer.
Prices used to go really high.
Since it was a known pattern, on Sep 22, I followed the same approach. When I bought call option, prices started falling again. And on this day, I went on buying more lots as I thought prices would rebound and this time, I would take full advantage!
And then I saw 25k loss and prices rebounded a little, but I didn’t exit as I had not made profit! I saw 50k+ loss, but I thought I can’t take so much hit! But it went on sliding, and it was 86k when I exited. Then I made a few revenge trades for which I incurred profit and then loss and total is 90k+Service Charges!
I entered trading this year Jan. I have been extremely conservative about risk management. I used to be scared even with 300 Rs loss. Initially, I was selling and buying stocks only but later I started option trading. Again, a very conservative approach.
Gradually I made little profits and I gained confidence.
I made a few loss and profits overall and was standing at a total loss of 15k. I knew I could get it covered within this month. And now, I am at a loss of 1 lac! ![]()
I know many would suggest me to quit trading, be disciplined, check risk management. But I don’t want to quit this market without at least recovering the money lost. I am now taking very cautious approach. Any other suggestion is most welcome!
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